5.26.2007

Update

If ever there's been a recurring theme on this blog it would have to be hormones, and how they affect my mood. I haven't been answering the phone or hanging out with friends; partly because of my headaches, partly because I don't want to be seen. People don't realize what a chore smiling and looking normal can be, when inside you're in pain and wish you were anywhere but that very spot.

Regarding my weight (another indicator of my mood): I probably gained back the fat I lost and more. I weighed in at 194-lbs yesterday, but I'm not upset with myself. The hubby and I are working as a team at the gym and I haven't felt this sore in a long time =)

I gave up on the myofunctional therapy. The exercises only make me feel worse. I have been seeing a new chiropractor and I'm hopeful he will at least help reverse my whip-lashed neck. The trigger point therapy he's been doing has been painful, but it's definitely getting rid of the knots in my upper back.

The hubby and I are doing well. Not pregnant yet, but we're trying not to focus on it as much as before. His doctor wanted him to go back on Prednisone, run more tests that meant more semen analysis, and we said fuck it. It'll happen when it happens.